Wednesday, October 24, 2007

The broken hearted

It's never easy to love after a broken heart
You don't want to open up and be vulnerable
I used to wear my heart on my sleeve
Now it's locked up tight, hidden away
Too many times i have been taken advantage of
Who do you think you are??
I'm not the same person I used to be
Don't expect me to sit back and just deal
I'm not going to act like every things just fine when they aren't
I'm not the happy go lucky person I used to be
I will not put up with your shit
Too many times I have been hurt
I'm not about to let you do the same
You seem to think your something special
God's gift to earth
But you are no different than any other random asshole
You have fit the mold perfectly
To my stereotypes forcefully engraved in my head
How sad is that?
How can you sleep at night know that?
You're so pathetic
What a waste
I can't believe I gave you the time of day
How stupid was I to think you might be different
That you might be just what I need
God was i ever wrong.

my soldier boy

You left me here
With hope and a smile
My love for you is eternal
You made me laugh you made me cry
You knew exactly what to say
To build build me up and tear me down
The days i spent with you
Will be cherished all my life
You were my whole world, my everything
The days after you left me
My soldier boy
Made my love grow stronger
Through the distance
I wish more than anything
That i could have followed you away
I know it would have made things easier
For you, My soldier boy
Your haunting voice helped me through
It was so sweet to hear
I would have waited forever for you
I wish you could have done the same
But, My sweet soldier boy, you couldn't
Now she is living my dream
But you know she will never be me
And now you left me here with this ever bruised heart
Left here to pick up the pieces of who i once was
And try my hardest to piece back together the puzzle
Because to me you are so much more than a memory
And now i am left here alone in love.

Friday, September 21, 2007

my friends


These girls are my life. They have helped me get through so much shit, and me for them. They are mor than just my best friends. They know me life the back of their hand. These girls i would die for. If it weren't for them I dont know where i would be. And I know no matter what they will always be there.

My true feelings

You were the one i gave my heart to,
You made me feel more than i could ever know.
We had plans, a future set out before us.
Who can i talk to now for 6 hours about nothing and be in complete bliss.
I gave you chances, one after another,
You took complete advantage of everything.
You broke me down and left me in this misery called life.
I have to fend for myself now, and you called me at least your friend.
You knew everything about me, even if it was for a short time
You liked my humor, my eyes, who i was;
You said you loved me, everything about me.
I should be falling apart,
You meant everything to me.
But I'm doing fine without you,
I'm stonger than you or I ever knew.
You were an ass covered behind those beautiful brown eyes.
I gave you everything and you took all you could,
Until there was nothing more you wanted.
How could i have never seen this coming.
But I am stronger than you know.
When life decides to shit on you,
Don't look to me like you did.
I can't do that any longer.
I am a person too,
I deserve better.
So i will leave you in your self-made misery.

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Dane Cook <3

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Dane Cook in HBO.....Vicious Cirlce....Brain Ninjas. Dane Cook is halarious, I absolutely love him, his stuff always makes me laugh.

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Exquisite Corpse of the photo in class

Some random hobo looking person is standing in the middle of the road on boxes. The person looks rather strange and dirty. I wouldn't pick them up off the side of the road. Who knows what people are capable of doing today. There are a lot of strange characters living in the world. You never know. Your neighbor might be some cold blooded killer like in the movie disturbia. That was a good movie. But you never know what a person is really like, it's impossible to really get to know someone. No one hardly ever really shows who they actually are. People are scared to be themselves.

Art in Comparison

Both art pieces are beautiful and they are pieces of art. The leaves were self-made art that were played around with and distored, while the urinal is an untouched beauty or artwork. Art is a visual method of showing ones thoughts or feelings about how they, the artist feels, or how they precieve the world around them.