The broken hearted

It's never easy to love after a broken heart
You don't want to open up and be vulnerable
I used to wear my heart on my sleeve
Now it's locked up tight, hidden away
Too many times i have been taken advantage of
Who do you think you are??
I'm not the same person I used to be
Don't expect me to sit back and just deal
I'm not going to act like every things just fine when they aren't
I'm not the happy go lucky person I used to be
I will not put up with your shit
Too many times I have been hurt
I'm not about to let you do the same
You seem to think your something special
God's gift to earth
But you are no different than any other random asshole
You have fit the mold perfectly
To my stereotypes forcefully engraved in my head
How sad is that?
How can you sleep at night know that?
You're so pathetic
What a waste
I can't believe I gave you the time of day
How stupid was I to think you might be different
That you might be just what I need
God was i ever wrong.

my soldier boy

You left me here
With hope and a smile
My love for you is eternal
You made me laugh you made me cry
You knew exactly what to say
To build build me up and tear me down
The days i spent with you
Will be cherished all my life
You were my whole world, my everything
The days after you left me
My soldier boy
Made my love grow stronger
Through the distance
I wish more than anything
That i could have followed you away
I know it would have made things easier
For you, My soldier boy
Your haunting voice helped me through
It was so sweet to hear
I would have waited forever for you
I wish you could have done the same
But, My sweet soldier boy, you couldn't
Now she is living my dream
But you know she will never be me
And now you left me here with this ever bruised heart
Left here to pick up the pieces of who i once was
And try my hardest to piece back together the puzzle
Because to me you are so much more than a memory
And now i am left here alone in love.